Your actions really baffles me, a lot. Yesterday you wont even talk to me, wont even wanna let me accompany you to your training. And today, gosh, you started to smoke? Adding to that, you just keep texting all day with whoever, I dont know but it seems to me that you wanna prove a point to me. Which apparently I dont get. How do you want me to feel? Jealous? That you have someone to text and I dont? That you're the only person I have to text? I do feel tempted to want to know who you are texting and why is there so much, but I wont because I know I can't. As for smoking, i was really bewildered man. You're a god damn girl. I dont know how you want others to see you but seriously, what good does it do you? I'm a fan of it so perhaps I have no say in this but for fuck sake how long have u stopped and picking it up now? When YOG is like just months away? Wish you had a brain that starts working. And then asking me if i still love you, texting me all that concern stuff? You really confuse me. Its like it forever and ever depends on you, even when we are over. I text you, you don't reply. And when I replied u, u ask if i don't have anything to say to you. I really want to know what do you wanna do with me man. Just push me around as you like? I love you and I miss you. But not this you, definitely. Just hope everything would be okay. And obviously drumming helps. A HELL LOT :) November rain was a blast man. Fucking mastered it alreadyyyyyy! Wooo can't wait for jamming this weekend.

CALL HER BLUFF.

Did mommy forget to buy you a pony?
Were you molested as a child?
Things not going your way?
But thurt over the futility of human existence?

Bah. Where's my lovely gore?

Jaryl
Esther
Joy