Needed some form of relief, and almost immediately i thought of here. Its been a long long time since i posted, and i doubt this post is gonna change anything but I just needed something to let the shit out. You know, I am never mad at you for long but why must I always be the fucking one who always wants to make it right when its wrong. I dont get it. It seems as though u got to much pride to utter even a simple "sorry". Maybe to you I'm not worth that much. Sorry if you see the whole thing as dumb, there is pretty much nothing I can do about it anymore. Dont treat me the way you dont want to be treated, because it sure sucks like hell. Maybe in a day or two's time, or even maybe a couple of hours time, I would utimately be the one begging for your forgiveness, apologizing profusely but whatever it is I am indeed really drained.

Did mommy forget to buy you a pony?
Were you molested as a child?
Things not going your way?
But thurt over the futility of human existence?

Bah. Where's my lovely gore?

Jaryl
Esther
Joy