Hunnie, where do I start? Reading your texts, it was alil painful as much as it made me fearful. That fear of losing you, of not having you around me anymore(dependence or not) it did made me falter. But it did also got me thinking. You feeling this way coupled with all that upcoming stuff(your work, my school) we'll be having, it just doesnt helps, does it? But then again maybe all this could make us see better about how we really feel for each other. Stop feeling sorry, silly. I just hope we could get there someday. We've come a long way hun(to me at least), you taught me good(appriceation, manners, selflessness etc) and I'm thankful for that, I really am. I didnt thought I knew what love was after what happened in the past but I guess I can safetly say today that I do love you, yet ironically, with a dose of uncertainty to it. You were the one who showered me with xos, taught me the meaning of hugs and allowed me the purity of kisses. You were the one who taught me xos. As unsure as you are, I'm just glad you know that I do indeed mean something to you. And that my dear, is enough.

Pardon that possesiveness of mine, afterall its all out of concern. :)

"dont give up on me kay?"
You can damn right bet on it I wont.

Did mommy forget to buy you a pony?
Were you molested as a child?
Things not going your way?
But thurt over the futility of human existence?

Bah. Where's my lovely gore?

Jaryl
Esther
Joy